Billie Eilish “idontwannabeyouanymore” Official Lyrics & Meaning | Verified

Billie Eilish “idontwannabeyouanymore” Official Lyrics & Meaning | Verified

I really, really, really, really hate myself. You can feel so unbelievably lost and horrible
and like you’re nothing and you’re invisible for no reason at all. Which is almost worse than having a reason. It’s the way that my brain works. It’s like, “Billie, what’s wrong?” “I don’t fucking know.” “Me, that’s what.” It’s like, “Who hurt you?” I’m like… I have a song called “COPYCAT.” You all know that already. “COPYCAT” is basically about someone doing
fucking everything you do. The idea of “idontwannabeyouanymore”
was sort of exactly the opposite. So “COPYCAT” is like, “You wanna be me so bad.” “I’m the shit, but really no, I’m not.” It’s like, “You wanna be me,” I look over
at the mirror, over here. “I don’t wanna be you.” It’s so annoying to feel like this all the
time, all the time. If someone is like, “Oh God, you fall apart
so much.” “You’re so annoying. You’re always fucking sad.” I’m like, “I know.” I have to be in this bitch all the time. I’m aware of how annoying it is. As many people can try to help me and talk
to me and whatever but it doesn’t change anything. The only person that can change the way that
I feel is me, and that’s not gon’ happen. I don’t feel comfortable telling you why I
feel like that. I just feel like if I say it out loud … It’s
the same with people. I feel like when I was younger if I liked
a boy or whatever I wouldn’t tell anybody because if I told them then it would make
it true and something would have to go wrong. That’s just how it has been always. So it’s like if I say, “Hey, I really need
help.” “I really need help, I’m not okay.” “I need someone,” which is what’s going on
in my head, it’s not gonna do anything but make me more aware of it and make me wanna
drown in a pit of lava even more. I just think models are maybe the saddest
people in the world. Their job is always being looked at. That’s their job. My brother actually came up with the idea
for that line. It was really interesting to me because I
took it in so many different ways. Models are the people that everyone look up
to. Models are known to be, “These are your
role models.” This is your standard. You have to look like this and be like this
and do this and this and this. That’s been known forever and it changes all
the time, but if it keeps changing why does it have to be there at all? I’ve never said anything that I meant more
than that. You are always you. Forever. That’s terrifying. That line is actually my favorite line I’ve
ever written in my life. When I was younger we used to have these things
called Homeschool Fridays where every Friday all my homeschooled friends would come over
and we’d do a craft and we’d play outside. It was so fun. Oh my God, it was so fun. But we used to make candles. So basically you take whatever you want the
shape to be and you put it inside this thing and you pour this weird goo in it and then
you freeze it or leave it out or whatever until it hardens and then you take the mold
out and everything. Then you’d have this thing with this hole. It looked like a flashlight, low key. Oh my God! Then you’d pour the candle in it, the candle
wax I guess and then you’d let that dry and then eventually you’d break the mold in half
and you’d have a candle with exactly the shape that the mold was. But sometimes the mold would break. That line is basically like, there’s all these
perfect people. Nobody is perfect but perfect people around me. It’s like, “Well what’s wrong with me?” We’ve made every mistake together. Me and my bitch Billie. She’s my ho. She makes all these mistakes but I help her
out with every single one. We make them together. We’re a team. But I hate her. Ugh! I will never know what you’re thinking right
now, ever. Even if you tell me I still don’t know because
you could be lying. “Only you know the way that I break.” No matter how many times I tell people, “It’s
this.” “It’s that. It’s nothing.” It’s something and it’s up here.

82 thoughts on “Billie Eilish “idontwannabeyouanymore” Official Lyrics & Meaning | Verified

  1. Being sad for a little bit because Billy likes pretty and popular Vanessa
    Actually being depressed

    14yr old white girls: I don't see a difference

  2. Billie I got something to say that I herd the other day……….It hit me right in the heart when I heard this but it is "you're not ugly you're just not you're type" like dude whenever I say this I really feel it ??

  3. People think depression is just a trend, they dont understand that every laugh is one tear someone shed in this entire world because they have DEPRESSION, people bow think its a joke,and mostly people think that when your rich or famous you can be depressed because you have anything you need but its not like that, The thing is MOST of us need to be PERFECT which most of us already cant achieve because lets start with pressure,scolding and mostly shaming.its like they think its okay to hate but they dont know how hard it is to accept a lost known truth or even accept critizism that you know already.At our school i get body shamed alot because they dont know me, they dont know my story,they just know im smart and i wouldnt care about what they say, i hate it because now peoples judgement make me feel insecure and ugly ,even my mother body shame me and not for the good.I know most could have been better but why not start at the start. Why not be much nicer in the start if you understood me. I HATE SOCIETY, I HATE JUDGEMENT AND I HATE EVERYTHING THAT MAKES ME INSECURE ABOUT WHO I AM AND WHAT I CAN BE!!! No ones perfect people so dont try being such an asshole to someone you know that doesn't deserves critizism so FUCK SOCIETY,FUCK PLASTIC FRIENDS AND FUCK THE NEW MOTHERFUCKIN WAY TO MAKE SOMEONE DEPRESSED, FUCK THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD AND YOU ALSO FUCKING ASSHOLE BULLIES

  4. OMG I GOT BILLIE EYELASHES (I'm obsessed) imma copyright any one who says they made it up CAUSE I DID 🙂 #BILLIE EYELASHES!!!


  6. No one is perfect Billie there are some people that pretend to be "starts crying" happy just to dont hurt the oders


  7. How could you live with yourself if you hate on someone that's actually popular or anything because that can get someone depressed and kill themselves!

  8. I get what Billie means when she hates herself. It just makes me and probably a lot of other people so fucking mad when lowlife teenagers throw the word "depression" around like they actually have it.

  9. Go to 2:00 she stutters while saying guys I'm pretty sure she was going to say girls no hate because I like girls and guys to boo

  10. When I first heard the song, when she sang " was I made from a broken mold" I thought it was bone, cuz adam and eve and she's a woman. Well billie, what can I say, it works either way.

  11. omg l love you Billie ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️????????????????????????????????❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️?????

  12. It's okay to keep things to yourself . And not to share it with anyone . But one day u won't be able to control it …. And that why it's really painful ……..
    . We all have moments and bad Circumstances in our life …. That is what make us hating ourselves ????????

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